Stumble It!

thursday

thursday
just another day now
in just another new cycle
of
endless, effortless
nothingness
breathe in

my SUCK

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the text message poem

chasin down the best
better than the rest
talk silentlyEndlesslyNitely
lay my head on ur chest
peace
never cums cheap
cums heavy hard n tight
not effortless
like an unconditional speech
grabbin on 2 my lite
b4
it's all wasted
absorbed n unspent

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thighs

she looked at me with those eyes
the ones that feel like
she's squeezing my heart with her
thighs
and speaking of flesh
i'm gonna leave a mark on those and
mesh
with her heartbeat and mind
sink my teeth in and grind
...away perfectly at her fading jade
revealing the warmth and intensity
that she holds just for me
gushing out in a poetic sliiiide
dripping out onto those thighs
in waves of intense-filled sighs
then i'll look at her with MY eyes
so she'll see the marks
she's left all over me
the perfect reflections
of her sweet lust and crave
tattooed and imprinted
...though she hasn't even tried.

--bpg--

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megalomaniacal

for art
she wastes nothing
but herself
capitalizing on the pain
her words
released
no more is she playing
another's

love

of the game

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i just want you

i just want you straight up, standing up...
deep inside of me
i wanna feel hard
and deep
and alive
n that's just what you do
--don't want to be jaded anymore--
your hands touching me
your kisses and words
your voice n sighs n moans in my ear
make me feel so free
so open my heart back up
and dive right in with both hands
cuz here i am
all head over feet over no one
lost and alone
so shake me
slap me
with your reasons for living
throw me up against my walls
tease and torment me
bring me to my knees
fulfilling all those fantasies
that are just too damn good...
to remain lost in our dreams

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swirl (march2005)

never once did i ask
what would bring me most at peace
with me and myself
with my spirit and heart
too afraid to let go of

let swirl

this choice too big for any
one
forgotten forgiven redheaded poetry girl

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thank you for breaking my heart (july 2004)

thank you for breaking my heart
so that i might sink down
so low
yet mend
tighter this way
it wasn't for nothing
i'm stronger and new
coming around the bend
from impossible bottom
to insurmountable top
face to face with ME
i spit out the bad
and swallowed the lesson
everything absorbed
and i emerged as a force
unstoppable
i am jettisoned
at the peak of my life
moment to moment
if i could hold you right now
you know that i would
but you are so gone from me
as i touch this new face
i am at home
with my every step
that led me here
led me...back to me

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half moon (circa 1995)

half moon
half lit cigarette
half alive
and the wind was knocked out of me
and became this crazy weather
but it was you who was knocked out of me,
shaken loose from my heart
and that part of me that was you,
that walked around n stood around
with me on this earth
disappeared so abruptly
just as you did that last time
but this naive little redhead,
this lost, unrecognizable girl,
was replaced with someone stronger,
someone calmer and with a new craving,
a new craving for life
and i smiled a new smile, singing "stuck in the middle"
as i followed that half moon
with my now half gone cigarette
all the way back home
becoming more and more comfortable
with this new piece of myself
and my renewed peace of mind
and it all happens for a reason
but i won't let fate happen without me
cuz i have a new reason
i have a new craving for life
and i plan to use it and
never lose it this time
and live in this instant
this instant is MINE

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little sponge (sept2005)

i am your sponge
eagerly lapping up
letting seep
deep
into me wholely
your omnipotent
liquid
awaiting its
flow
forcing me to lick at
suck up
sink into
my everlong waiting for you
spaces
smiling me into
a me...all aglow

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Cher n Kacee, mah biatches;) 

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my beautiful neice, Cadence:) 

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my little buddha boy:) 

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my angel doggie...we miss you, woody! 

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unlearned (nov2004)

learning things
that can't be unlearned
questioning that
which i believed in the most
protecting myself
from the inevitable burn

if i could build walls
keep myself safe

hide away

inside my heart
i'd lose it
out there
caged inside
the inability to truly create

i make messes
clean up the uncleanable
i make apologies
to the undeserving
i make sacrifices
to the unworthy
and so
everything i've learned...
has changed...the unchangeable

me
i can't unlearn
my past
words spoken
words read
i can't unlearn
my heart
once broken
(he left some tread)

marks on my heart
so careless and quick
can't unlearn
my present...
me
can't unlearn
my gift
of sensing energy
things spoken
things read
can't unlearn
this heartsick mindtrick

me
i can't unlearn
my heart

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dorito dust (2003--a co-written poem)

you absorb my sleep hours
replace them with lust hours
you spread me speechless
making me shake, shiver
for your touch
want to wake up
with your breath in my ear,
your sighs n smirks n eyes
i feel you wanting me
even after your face
has faded from the nite
you're my dorito dust
my undeniable lust
so just c'mere
and swallow me slowly with your touch

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bitemeimwelsh 

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