my big sister now has a blog! check 'er out:)

so, writing is in our genes n stuff. useless "ellabee" trivia: she once lived in thailand with our mommy when she was like 4--before i was born--where our mom taught english to little thai kids and our dad was in vietnam. her best friends were 2 adorable thai kids named "ping pong" and "pam". me? i once lived in seal beach, cali...where "sunset beach" was ACTUALLY filmed. ha! bet ya didn't know ANY of that and i'm betting you feel OH SO MUCH BETTER NOW. yep. hmmmph. argh. whatever :P

Stumble It!

last resort

wreaking of
last resort
undeservingly
pushed away
i stand up n fight
then crumble...stumble
falling short
without so much as
a sassy girl, wit-drenched retort
mold me shape me fade me as you wish
into the me
i fight so hard not to see
this time...
don't forget my spine

Stumble It!

4one3

the neverending swirl
of your healing but scuffed-up girl

focus on the center
of where we really are meant to be

this swirl begins and ends
at an endless...we

...weren't born at US
but i never felt more life breathed into

...me
at once on roam and at home

and never more free
than when i first laid eyes and heart on

unconditional
four
one
three

Stumble It!

safe and secure

[circa 1995]
safe and secure
in my own private world
i don't want to love you
i don't need that from you
you always leave me
aching and alone
hot and abandoned
flesh still warm
from the love that we made
this time i'm leaving you
the same way you came
without warning or reason
fear
and this stir-crazy itch
my only excuse
but if i have to see
your eyes
one more time
your car parked out front
your jeans on my floor
i'll love you
...and lose.

Stumble It!

my friend rob's blog: oodlesOFnoosic

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